tabitha!!! i fucking love ou more than anything. you have no idea how much  you nean to me and to see you sad and alone and depressed like i saw you tonight really fukcing hurt me and scared me because i couldnt do anything about it and I wnated to but i couldnt and i felt like crying o hard and i dont know what i would do if i lost you i think id quickly fall into deeper depression and end up killing myself so i can finally be at rest lmfao@!!!! but if you ever were to really die i think id kill myself just so we could be together like i dont think ill ever be happy without you anywhere in my life and i cuold write so mucuh more and i think i am but im going to just write little things i fucking love about you

i love your eyes, your smile, your laugh, the way you make me feel when i tlak to you like nothing else matters but what you thinka bout me!! the fact that you dont care about any of my 9876546789 flaws  or taht you just embrace them and overlook them and i love it so fucking much its uch a relief you;re oe of theonly people who understand me and know what it lieks to feel sad and alone and i jsut wihs you would be so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i’d give up everything to see you happy, even if it means you i would give you up even if it kills me on the inside, but knowing you’re happy would make me feel so much better lol

and if you’re ever to forget meor jus tstop talking to me,which i wish it doesnt happen i hope you just think about me once in a while when you’re sad and know that theres someone who really fucking loves you and is there for you at all times

im always going to there okay i fucking love you ilove you i LOVE YOU